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The solitary life of an INFJ



I am a sheet of paper
White 
blackened by words 
Phrases smeared across
Idiosyncratically irregular 
_
I am a predator
Preying my hunt, grazing, 
Edging nearer 
I hear a gunshot 
And darkness
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I am a sailor in a ship 
Fearing high tides 
Lighting, darkness and water 
A calm ocean 
My wet dream 
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I am everything 
around me.
Lost,
I find myself 
In words

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